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Confessions of a Hierophant

Written, narrated and edited by Andrew Rutajit.
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This video explores the role of psychedelic mushroom use and sun/star worship at the foundation of Christianity as well as our modern day Christian holidays.

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This video is also broken down into short chapters, you may watch that version HERE.

Blue Honey Radio:

Join our podcast for some thought provoking, mind expanding interviews the about hidden history of entheogens, gnostic wisdom, and the nature of reality. New podcasts will be landing soon, so please stay tuned and be sure to subscribe to our YouTube channel!

The Lost Interviews:

Blue Honey Radio – Episode 4

This episode of BHR takes a look at our Christmas traditions through the lens of shamanism with Dr. Patrick Harding. Dr. Harding enjoyed over 25 years as a university lecturer. He now runs numerous [...]

Blue Honey Radio – Episode 3

Dr. Dennis McKenna is an ethnopharmacologist, research pharmacognosist, lecturer and author. His book, "The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss: My Life with Terence Mckenna" is available on

Blue Honey Radio – Episode 2

This episode shines a new light on Christianity.  Take a peek behind the curtain of the temple as authors Timothy Freke and Peter Gandy go deep into gnostic Christianity.

Blue Honey Radio – Episode 1

Welcome to Blue Honey Radio's "The Lost Interviews!" This episode is a brief introduction to the series from Andrew. 

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